Last week I was invited to spend the morning with a rad extended family in Silver Spring, hanging out, snapping pictures, and playing MagnaTiles.
The whole session was really fun and full of love, but there was something about the two little girls and their grandma that kept pulling on my lens. These three are magic together-- they just melt into one another and the joy and ease they find in each other’s physical presence is palpable.
Our grandma used to look at us like that: pure love, wonder, and patience. The slow joy of watching something amazing unfold. I'm telling you-- these are three lucky women.
The whole session was really fun and full of love, but there was something about the two little girls and their grandma that kept pulling on my lens. These three are magic together-- they just melt into one another and the joy and ease they find in each other’s physical presence is palpable.
Our grandma used to look at us like that: pure love, wonder, and patience. The slow joy of watching something amazing unfold. I'm telling you-- these are three lucky women.
I had my TL a little more than a year ago when my third child was born via c-section. I was not told ANYTHING about the possible side effects of having this procedure. Since then I have experienced heavy bleeding lasting sometimes 3 weeks out of the month, weight gain, severe mood swings. Severe cramping, changes to my libido, severe depression accompanied by suicidal thoughts, headaches, migraines, many new symptoms & older issues are now exacerbated. The father of two of my children doesn't want me anymore. I've become too much of a pain in the ass I guess. We don't talk. We don't sleep in the same bed. I think he might really think I am crazy... & maybe I am. I feel crazy a lot of the time.
ReplyDeleteI'm unpredictable. I feel so angry about the whole thing & now what was once a mild fear of doctors has exploded into full on white coat syndrome that causes me to have a panic attack/hypertensive emergency (severe increase in blood pressure) whenever I have to deal with them. I'm not sure what to do... I fear the next time I have to see a doctor I'll have a stroke or a heart attack from the stress & anxiety of it... what do I do? I take my time and keep searching on internet looking for natural healing that how I came across Dr Itua herbal center website and I was so excited when Dr Itua told me to calm down that he will help me with his natural remedy I put my hope on him so I purchase his herbal medicines which was shipped to my address I used it as prescribed guess what? I'm totally healed my cramp pain is gone completely I also used his Anti Bacteria herbal medicines it's works for me very well I want anyone with health problem to contact Dr Itua herbal center for any kind diseases remedies such as Parkinson, Herpes, ALS, MS, Diabetes, Hepatitis, Hiv/Aids,Cancers, Men & Women Infertility, I got his email address drituaherbalcenter@gmail.com he has any kind of herbal remedies for women & men also for our babes. I really miss my Hunni...he's a fantastic father & a good man. He doesn't deserve this. I feel like an empty shell of who I used to be.